Sharp no more

I've devided not to insist on putting the "S" title, this will wash away all my interest on blogging here. Well, this is the third day since I've been converted to a permanent hire, at last! Been waiting too long for this, till I don't have any special feeling or excitement on the conversion. Yes, I got new labtop with me, and need to get my house desktop back to my brother for him to work on his university assignments and projects.

Long time never share anything in this place, although Jules always complain on my slowness and unproductiveness. These days feel much busier, and start thinking how my other colleagues survive and struggle with the working environment. Or I should say all the same?

I’ve got rejected for Chevening Scholarship application, and this indicates that I won’t be going overseas to further studies. Now I’m in some confusion what I need to do in 2007. Initially I was planning to quit the job now, and further my studies. But looking at SY situation, I suddenly feel that I’m getting a job by luck, shouldn’t I be appreciating it anyhow? I don’t know what I want… Really… See, when I’m not that busy, I’ll start thinking many unnecessary matters.